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Day bed littered with a laptop, papers, books and pamphelets describing parkinsons, beta plaques, PRESS sampling, the verb aller, stress and its relation to heart disease. Sitting cross legged surrounded by it all she has her now cropped above the shoulders hair loose in wild dark curls, nose runny and red from sneezing, dry spots cover her cheeks,lips shaped in a suprised O are chapped beyond vasline help, dark circles surround wide confused eyes. She wears a fuzzy red funnel nightie with grey yoga pants as she tries to type and read at the same time the connection between dementia and depression in older invidual and how society is influencing their aging.

And so it begins.

Facts

1)NOT my semster
2)First snow, first hot chocolate of the year Nov.21
3)The kit runner--breathtaking, ironic, smart, simply "for you a thousand times over".
4)Drama drama drama , leave me out of it. I dont want to care
5)I just want to curl up in a ball with a good book and jar of peanut butter
6)people make a mess of thier lives..Pathetic
7)I have no patience for idoits that are both ignorant and arrogant
8)I need new boots and a new jacket..
9)I want to hibernate
10)The next four weeks---HELLL
11)I HATE ESSAYS..I HAVE 6 DUE IN 5 DAYS...**sobs**
I go find a hole to hide in..

You Feelin Me?

shit list

First of all

Fuck you. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck you.*smiles*..I know the person will never see this and Im too fuckin respectful to say it to them like that. but I caaan saaay it here so FUCK YOU muwhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaaaaaaa. I dooooooont like you and you know that. I told you that, just cause we are related you little bastard doesnt mean you rulllllle my life..i already have my parents..BAstard so go fuck yourself you fat inconsiderate, hypocritical,nauseating baaastaard... I piss you off dont I eh? muwhahahah What can I say..THANK THE LORD I DONT HAVE ANY OF YOUR FUCKING RIGHTEOUS GENES. mooooooooooooooooooooot haraaaaa ya dooooob heheheheheh..

ok thats out of the way

oh and a little confession, remeber how I quit smoking and all..Welll..Soon im gonna go off it soon..The running, the yoga, the nonfat sugarless cimmon dolce latte and the players light dont exactly mix well..