Rocky WeEkend
Had a somewhat less then stellar weekend..But alhumdullah for everything..Im not going to post the detials of everything now.>Simply cause its midnight and Im not feeling so hot right now..I am going to go see a doctor tomorrow in the hopes he'll give me a note allowing me to defer my chem exam which is tomorrow..Although I have been studying I keep getting these anxiety attacks..And the events of this weekend didnt make things much better..I am sure if I walked in to the examination room tomorrow Im going to flunk..It happened with Algebra I handed in my exam 45 minutes after it started..it was a three hour exam..So you can take a wild guess on how well I did..
Ever since I can remeber I have been an A student but this year its been pretty much downhill..I know what factors played into that and I will not blame the envorment..But if one thing I learned from my mom is that no matter how hard you fall..If you are alive you pick yourself up wipe off the blood from you lip,strighten your shoulders, lift your chin and do it agian..Never give up..Giving up was never in my dictionary and never will be..
The advantge of being a spoiled brat is getting what you want..Im a believer in getting what you want all it takes is some hard work and a couple of curses..
I got a Stats exam on Friday and Psychology on Saturday..Inshallah Khair..Both subjects I enjoy very much so it shouldnt be too hard.. Oh and another thing which should be a subject of many blogs to come..I've decided to see a theripist...I know I know I should learn to deal with my own problems and I should talk to my friends and family ect..But I think a professional would be a great help..
Besides an added bonous my fathers reaction when hears about this..MuwhahAHAHAhahahah..Im a sick sick sick person..
posted by LiLaCs at 12:04 AM
7 Comments:
tsk tsk tsk.. therapist mara wa7da?!
wuts been goin on in ur life that u need professional help to vent ur darkest inner most feeling to a complete stranger.. who is not just a stranger.. but also gettin paid! y3ny he wont b honset with u.. dont tell they would be honest.. thats complete BS!
friends.. family.. even fellow bloggers.. all those ppl are sure to support u (heart, body, soul, blood)walla! anythin but goin to those QUACKSS!! PLS! try the hard way before headin tothose frauds.. pls.. i know there is nuthin wrong with admittin that u need help.. but therapists.. well 1st of all.. the majority of them arent even doctors! wala 7aa masters walah PhD! so u better pick the good one thoroughly..
as for skool.. well hon.. me like u.. never lifted a finger back in middle skool and high skool! but still scored A*s!!!!
university needs another kind of effort.. to me.. i forgot all bout grades.. i just focused on makin sure i enjoyed wut i studied since my major was a real life major.. not a book to remember ow khalas! ENJOY WUT U READ/HEAR!!
GRADES ARE JUST A BONUS!
note to jiji: why whenevr i get on my lab top i get online and waste time chattin and bloggin then time flies by.. and the total of typed pages remains the same as it was b4!! SOS!
My lillliieee...dont worry you'll have ur chem deferred, just make up a real film hindi, say ur always sleeping yet cant get enough sleep, and u get dizzy and feel the room coming towards you :D
sh sayer this weekend..and why wasnt i informed?? call meeee
I truly admire the fact that you are open-minded enough to go see a therapist o discuss your problems. Many people don't have the guts to do that, and see it as taboo, but infact it is very healthy and I'm sure you will realize that you made a great decision! Sometimes you need to speak to someone who is OUTSIDE the picture so that they are not biased towards the advice that they give you. Family and friends are great, but sometimes they may not give you the HONEST advice in fear of making you feel bad. Allah ewafgech inshalla and I hope this will solve all your problems :)
As for college...believe me, college is college, it's always full of stress but once you're done u will miss those days, so try to enjoy them as much as you can instead of thinking about them as stressful! As for your grades...nobody is perfect, it's ok that you didn't get straight A's...B's are good too, and C's are ok! Think about the big picture, you want to graduate with an acceptable GPA that will provide you with several options...like getting a Master's or a job...that's all you need! Don't burn yourself out now...leave a bit of effort for the future!
JIJiiii-----Habibti thanks for the warning..Dont forget Im going to become one of those frauds..Looool..
I know I have so many people to talk to and I know they will support me but talking to a stranger has a certian charm to it..Besides Im already paying for there service in my titution fees.Might as well use the services.. Im not off the low end but I need some things to be a bit more tidy ya know?
Im begining to enjoy my subjects by next year if i decide to stay Im going to love my courses..What not to love about criminal and abnormal psychology?
Jiji I have the same problem with my laptop..I hate wireless and the internet is the spawn of the devil..Lool.If you find a cure make sure you drop me a line;)
Faithoo----galob wallah the doc embrassed me he knew I was bullshiting loooooooool..Fashla wallah.. lol..
Sweeets--------loooooooool..Kids these days lool..Thank you for understanding and it is soo true everyone has a fear of being judged..I am always one of the strongest in the group me need to unravel my inner thoughts needs a strong strong person lol...Sweets u should sign up for cheer leading lol your talents are going to waste;) Youd id the convert thing too????LMAO..Daddy couldnt feel his right hand lol blood pressure skyrocketed looooooooool. I havent told him about the theripist yet but he s reaction will be closely watched and documented for further analysis and entertainment;) Ill keep you posted..
Blue---darling you sound more arab by the day..yOU NEED to go to france for a couple of weeks..Get in touch with your roots..Your hanging around too many corrupted arabs..Besides babes your insane I just have issues..Nothing major..I like microscopes..
Obessisive-- thank you for understanding and I know Im going to miss uni but right now its hard to appericate it:P Exam time its hard to appericate anything..Oooh Im very openminded..I guess it was a survival instinct having to survive with my father you need to be VERY open to alot of things that make NO bloody sense lool..
TY FOR READING EVERYONE AND GIVING YOUR OPINONS I APPERICATE IT.!!!!
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