A Problem..

So I have been soo busy studying*pretending too anyway* But that haven't stopped me from noticing an epidemic going around school..Girls everywhere are falling in love or having crushes..All at the same time and seeing the low male population there is no lack of girls fighting over that alpha male..He on the other hand is NOT alpha and may be very well cringe inducing but nonetheless this for some reason attracts the fairer sex..My question is whyyyyy????? Sure Im an outspoken person agianst love and I have commitmentphobia but that does not render me i7sassless(unemotional) towards my friends..And I love'em my friends no matter how idoitic and stupid and silly there crushes are I usually give them a wonderful excuse..Failproof..Hormones...The lovely things that make a woman a woman with all those lovely soaring uppps and those bone crashing lows..Got love em our hormones..


Is that really enough though? Why is it that females fall all over themselves for a guy who is egoistic or mean or dense or has no attention span and ect.? I mean I could understand lust..Lust is a beautiful thing but it shouldnt have any emotions involved.. I think the problem these days is that females have too much time on their or do not feel complete without the attention of the oppisite sex..I personally dont want nor beleive a man can COMPLETE ME..Hun this is a 20 year project and so far i've been doing pretty darn good on my own thank you..A man does not complete you as a person he CONTRIBUTES to YOUR experiances and time..The same goes for the guys.

The thing that piseses me off the most is the girls starting the relationships that go NOWHERE..My god why do you do that to yourself? Huh?? How stupid can you get?? I may sound snide or a prude but excusey moi for not wanting an organ in my body torn to a thousand pieces cause I started a potentially hazardous relationship..Attraction and mutual communication plays a role in relationships but is it really enough? Is looking hottt and having an awsome body with nice white teeth worthy of your time and emotions? Doesn't anyone want to look deeper then that? If you are starting a fling and know its a fling and the other half also knows this my god you are a genius..

ok Im done my ranting and I should probably hit the sack but keep in mind what I said people I speak from hard earned experiance..my romance novels;) Nightie nightie..